First Day

So, how is this for a first day: 3 year old drowned, brachial ABG (which I did not attempt), HIV+ code (actually it was not quite a code, but a code was called), 10 hours of learning about equipment, and being completely exhausted......that makes for a loooooong one. So glad I have a break before I have to go back.

Woo-hoo!

I am pleased to announce that I have a job!! Woo-hoo!! I am so grateful, and super excited to get back into working world. I can't wait until that first paycheck hits the bank....BUT I am scared. I no longer have an "instructor" at my side to re-assure me. I have been told to trust my education....but my nerves are still raw. Its a HUGE responsibility to have somones life in your hands and I believe that as a member of the medical community we should never forget that. I know that I posses all the skills and knowlodge to embark on this adventure, but I have so much more to learn. I look forward to that part (second to the paycheck!) very much!!

I have spent that past week doing interview-paperwork-blood screens-and drug screens....just waiting on the final word for orientation on Monday. I cannot express how excited I am. I am working 12 hour shifts, and nights.

The girls will start a new school on Monday, then in about 3 weeks Haleigh starts kindergarden. A whole lot of adjustments and changes are in store for us, but we will take them as they come.

A new chapter has officially begun.....

What?!

***Cody and I were driving the other day, headed home from Wal-Mart or something. The girls were in the back seat just chattering non-stop like they always do. Most of the time I pay very little attention to what it is they are talking about...except I have developed quite a "mommy-radar". I pick up on the bad things, and the down-right-funny things.

This is one of those down-right-funny things. Haleigh and Kendall were playing with something, pretending it was a phone. Haleigh says "lets pretend like its touch screen". OMG!! Are you for real? Did my 5 year old just say that? Imaginations are quite advanced these days.

***CORRECTION: So Cody informed me lastnight that it was actually a little etch-a-sketch that they had. They were drawing on them, and Haleigh said that hers was a touch-screen. LOL! It was quite ironic that they were playing with a timeless toy, and just bumped it up a few notches!! :)

False Alarm

Still no job yet. Nothing further from the facility that called. I am also actively trying at another facility as well. But up to this point.....nothing. Sucks. I need prayers. (or $money$ to continue my education, but prayers are cheaper!!)

Glimmer of Hope

Some exciting news at last.....I had a call from a recruiter of a major facility. Finally, there is some type of hope. She did inform me that "nothing happens fast here at __Hospital." At this point, I am just thrilled that somone actually called me! I need all the prayers I can get.

And, I am going to see Phantom of the Opera tonight. It was a graduation present from one of my friends.....awesome!!

Unfavorable News Again

So, I finally heard back from someone .... and its the same ol' thing....hiring freeze. They will know more at the end of the month. I may not have a truck to get to work at that point. Yes, things are that bad. I have applied for many other jobs, non-respiratory related, and I get the whole "over qualified" response. I have tried everything. I cannot find a job....anywhere....doing anything. I am sad.

Guillain Barre Syndrome

So, my horse hurt her foot the other night. Chipped her foot smooth to the quick. She is not limping though. My farrier came out this morning to evaluate it, and ended up just trimming around it....as that is all he could do. Making small talk he asked me what I went to school for (my whining about being in school for 3 years took over AGAIN!!) and then he blew my mind. My answer is always "respiratory". Then he piped in with "like a therapist?"!!! This was amazing. He know what a respiratory therapist was. He proceeded to tell me that they had him "on all that stuff for a long time". I was confused at that statement....and being slightly polite asked him if he was referring to breathing treatments or ventilators. He said, "no, a ventilator and a trach". It was so awesome to converse with someone about my favorite subject. Turns out he had Guillain Barre. He was telling me stories about his hospital stay. He remembers pretty much everything that went on. He remembers the good nurses and therapists and the bad nurses and therapists. I got to hear first hand what his suctioning experiences were like to him. He told me that there were many times he was frustrated and wanted to take the trach out because he thought he could manage on his own. He got one doctor to agree to take him off the vent and he quickly learned that he was not back to normal! He even told me about going home with his trach, and how he had some scares there. It was quite fascinating. I could have talked to him for hours but he had other horses to tend to after mine. Of course at the beginning of the conversation I had to sneak-a-peak at his neck for evidence and he has the battle scar. Prior to him speaking of his GBS I did not notice it, that should be a little booster for the self -consciousness if there is any. I asked him what it felt like prior to being diagnosed with Guillain Barre, and he said that his hair kind of started falling out in patches. A little patch here, and a little patch there. Then, his legs got to feeling a little wierd. But, he didn't think anything of it....he was under tons of stress and thought that was the reason. Then his jaw began hurting him, and his throat got a little sore. He found himself unable to swallow his spit so he was spitting it out. He figured it was just a sore throat. His family member drove him to a local hospital and that same night he went into respiratory failure. This local hospital could not figure out what was wrong with him so they shipped him off to the medical center. There they knew immediately. They explained everything to him and he understood what was going on. He was completely unable to communicate because he could not even move his facial muscles, but expressed his appreciation for those caregivers that introduced themselves and explained things to him prior to doing anything. It was a long road for him, but he did recover fully. Needless to say, he has slowed his life pace. He feels that it was stress that impacted his immune system opening the doors to Guillain Barre. Whatever it was, he is here today telling his story and fixing horse feet....another testament proving that miracles do exist.





And, like a nerd....I had to revert back to my student mindset remembering the book we had to read over Christmas break during my first year of respiratory school: Bed Number Ten. Thanks Diane, I met somone that probably appreciates that.

Always Something Else

So, I still do not have a job. After many applications and a few phone calls, I have come to the conclusion (with the help of my instructor) that there are no job oppurtunities for CRT's. This really sucks. I am trying to come up with the $400 I need to take my RRT but it is very difficult right now. I did unfortunately have to sell one of my horses. But this was just to catch up with what was behind.....its rough right now. I have talked to a couple of people that I graduated with and they are also unemployed. It's not a very good feeling to have been in school for such a long time and finally graduate.....then not be able to find a job. Plus, I now have a resume that is geard strictly for respiratory and that makes it hard to find a "regular" job to make money to pay for my RRT and such. The bills don't wait!

I have given up being depressed, and been spending more time with my horses. It has been great. I feel so lucky that I found my mare (the one I sold) a great home. Could not ask for more. And, I get a baby out of her when the time is right. Love it!!

Time Off...

I am so anxious to find a job. There are now 2 places that I am trying to get a job. I do not have a preference, both have their good points. I am so excited to start working as a respiratory therapist, and hopefully it will be in pediatrics. I am not very good at this waiting stuff!! But, on the bright side....I have been at home with my kiddos. It has been so nice to be home with them and not be stressed out and trying to study. They seem more relaxed too. I think they are enjoying themselves. It would be nicer if I had some income to actually go do things with them but in due time. I am also looking forward to working 12 hour shifts. Some might think I am crazy but I feel that this schedule will allow me to spend more time with them than if I was working a 9-5 job. We shall see. All in all, I am enjoying my time off but will feel much better once I have a job. And to all those still in school.....keep going, and stay strong. You can do it!!

A Long Awaited Update

Ok, so I have majorly slacked on this blog thing. To bring everyone up to date; I passed my CRT on my first go 'round (about 2 weeks ago) and I recieved my official license yesterday from the state. WOO-HOO!! I am so framing that sucker!! I cannot wait to take my RRT and my NPS but money is the issue. Which brings me to my next topic: a J-O-B. I am trying to get on at one place in particular and am in the waiting period to hear something. It is forever long......but it kind of worked out in a way. I have been sick ALL week with strep throat, and I am supposed to hear something tomorrow. It would not have been so good to get hired then have to call in sick on my very first day of orientation. Once again, things happen for a reason and the man upstairs seems to be taking care of me.

It's finally here...

Well, it's here. I am officially graduated. Now what? Lol! Tomorrow I will begin my journey to working as real-true respiratory therapist....intimidating to say the least. I will schedule my CRT tomorrow and hope to take it next week. I will then apply for my lisence, and seek employment. After I get a couple bills caught up I plan to take my RRT. It's a good thing the NBRC likes tests and offers so many because I don't know what I would do if there wasn't some test constantly in my future. I am feeling like a lost puppy dog at this moment, but excited nonetheless. Respiratory: here I come!